And after all this up, you're finally there, there, close to the goal ... And it's so strange, a set of mixed feelings that almost completely absorbs you no longer know where you are ... The first impression is clear: "Yes, I did it! There are ..." And you feel that grow particular satisfaction in seeing the top of the mountain is right there before you, and waiting to be reached ..
then give you a moment to look around, admire the landscape where you are surrounded by now ... The sun that lights another day, the flowers and plants that continue their cycle surrounded by Mother Nature, heedless of the ugliness of the world ... And you feel this power, this momentum to go beyond, to do these last steps ...
Then you feel that it pulls up its crazy, though cabbage rolls! The legs are very tired, my head is heavy and you start thinking that maybe the goal was not as close as I thought ... This climb never ends and you exhausting! I have clear in mind the image of a long walk of years ago, with the cold, the snow, with the knapsack on his back and front with a climb of those powerful, already after 4 hours of walking ... I'd had enough, you feel terribly broken ... Soft down the backpack and you look around, "Where the hell is the top?" I do not see more, but there was just a moment ago .. Still you have to put to the test! But not enough all the miles I've done so far?! And all the trouble? All falls? Tears? The joy? Growth? Not just this way? Take a look at the backpack "Maybe something I can leave here now is a burden and I do not need more" free and you will carefully choose what you can still carry on their shoulders .... And you feel alone even with all of your fears, your thoughts, your way. Because the steps are your own, the show is yours. But it is not easy to feel alone, with their legs and all.
In fact the last corner, still trying, still, to see your strength, and if you really have the courage to reach the top, with your legs alone .... And just when
you surrender to fatigue and I think it'll never make it, you're almost giving up ... turn the corner and a ray of sunshine in the snow will dazzle the sight, you look better, and you see there before you, your goal .. She's always been there, still, waiting ..
Get your decision and go on until the last step.
"I know. I have to go." As in "Father & Son" by Cat Stevens ... I know. I gotta go.
Well, then I go. See you there at the top.
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